Losing My Babygirl 💔 ( The Worst Pain Ever 🥺)

So if you know what’s going on I explained it in my last post my situation 😔 well it’s been since like 720pm that I’ve been in the hospital and I’m still waiting.... I’m just trying my best to keep everything together but the more the doctors come in and tell me “ I’m sorry for what your going through ” it just makes me think about it even more ☹️ I’m afraid yes cause I don’t really know what’s gonna happen right now but I can tell you I still have this faith ❤️🙏🏾 I know my baby is small yes but I still feel like she is a fighter 💕 .....

I’ve been on this IV machine since last night. They been checking baby heart rate every hour or so and it’s still over 160 ☺️ I mean I know the fluid is very low and all but she still is alive so I’m very happy about it.... idc how much I hear she not viable yet to live outside the womb I just have this different feeling it’s the faith in me I believe 🤞🏾💔😖 but all in all I’m just happy to still feel her... she just kicked the lady taking her heartbeat that’s really the only time I feel her harder movements ❣️..... I’m just here to let you mommas know this is very damn tough and some days I feel like I’m not as strong but I have to pick myself back up and tell myself everything is happening for a reason and God always have the final answer to every situation....

I’m fine I’m just waiting on my OB to tell me exactly the plan and to see if she gonna induce my labor or send me home...my placenta is erupting but I haven’t started bleeding yet 🙏🏾 they waiting to see what will happen with that but right now NO ONE here know exactly what to expect and idk if I’m gonna be here another night or get to leave ..... just a little update for you all for now ❤️ I’ll keep you posted .....