Last Saturday the 21st I had a miscarriage. This was my first pregnancy and my boyfriend and I were so excited. Today is my first day back to work and I'm trying so hard to be strong but it's so hard. People are still congratulating me and I just break down. I was 10 weeks exactly. I went to the er Thursday bleeding and the baby was only measuring 8 weeks and had no heart beat. They sent me home and said I must have just ovulated late and it was too early to hear the heart beat. The next day I went back in horrible pain and ended up losing the baby. I know because of that ultrasound that they were already gone and nothing could have been done, but it still just breaks my heart. A local lady makes these bracelets to hand out at hospitals to women who go through this loss and it has really helped me. It's all I have. I had no ultrasound pictures and never got to hear the heart beat. Our doctor told us we can try again in two months if we are ready. Praying that next time is meant to be.