I was looking forward to celebrating my son’s birthday at possibly Chuck E. Cheese. I checked our finances and we had a lot of upcoming bills so I decided to cancel it instead so we can pay rent and our phone bill. Well apparently everyone is upset it’s canceled. My mom isn’t talking to me ever since it got canceled. My other family never calls me anyway.

I feel so bad that I’ve cried on and off today. No one cares about that. They just care about a damn party. I rather have my bills paid than having a party.

Being pregnant as well I just don’t even want to do the fun stuff. I changed my mind of doing a sex reveal or baby shower. Will people be angry I’m not telling them the sex of the baby ? Probably but I don’t really care anymore.