I feel so huge.

I’m 5’9”. I hate how tall I am. I feel like it wouldnt be that bad if I was skinny, but I’m not. I weigh about 165lb. I’ve gained 15lb in the past year and I feel really shitty about it. My face has gotten much rounder too. I feel really unproportional. I have broad shoulders and wide hips, but small boobs and a flat butt. I feel like really unattractive as a tall big girl. And I feel like there’s nothing cute about my size 😞

I eat pretty healthy, but I have a lot of food intolerances that make it hard to eat healthy. I just have a hard time finding motivation to workout and be active.

Any advice?