About 4.5 weeks and paranoid

Christin • God first 🙏 Married to my soul mate, one son, one bonus daughter, and now one Due 11/8/21! 💝

After trying for almost a year, I’m so grateful to have finally got my BFP! But I’m also worried that every time I go pee, I’m going to wipe to see blood! I have been having cramps since my tww. Thought I was just having weird period cramps this cycle. Well, when my period didn’t show I tested and got good news. But the cramping still makes me uneasy. I called to make doc appt and they don’t see people here until 8 weeks and that’s ONLY to confirm, so basically just go take another pregnancy test- she said they wouldn’t do US until the visit after that. So I’m just gonna be holding on and praying until that time! Anyone else having cramping this early on and a little nervous about it, even though it can be “normal”?