Hey!

I know it is completely normal for people in a relationship to get themselves off on separate terms occasionally, but for whatever’s reason my boyfriend admitting to it and talking about it really rubs me the wrong way. I feel like I know too much than what I care to know. I feel crazy for feeling this way, and I just need to vent.

I feel ugly and insecure when I know he’s jerked off/watched porn, and a part of me wants to take it to my advantage and re create myself to feel more confident, because I feel like If I was more confident about myself then this wouldn’t be an issue.

Anyone come through this? Advice?

Or if you want to vent!! Haha join me :)