For a very long time I’ve been wanting a child. To be a mother in general it’s all I’ve ever wanted. A few years ago my fiancées sister got black out drunk. And said some really horrible things to me saying I’d be a bad mother and I couldn’t handle it. I know she was drunk but everyone expects me to get over it like it was nothing but no one gets how much I want to be a mother. Sometimes my hormones are just so strong and overwhelming I cry cause I just want a baby a child I wanna <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> I have 5 animals and fish because of this but it doesn’t feel this void. I feel broken hearted every day cause I know it’s not smart to have a baby at my age but it’s really hard to get over the feelings. Does anyone ever feel this way. I haven’t had anyone ever to talk to about this I needed to vent but if there is someone out there that feels this way. Speak up for me. So I don’t feel alone .