Losing my baby girl 💔 (Update from yesterday)

Sosaa • Edward 💙 Sept 2017 Zylan 💙 Oct 2021 Zenovia 🤍 May 2023

Well I was extremely tired yesterday and wanted to update you Momma’s this noon..

Well you know I’ve been in the hospital since Sunday around 830pm and I’ve been discharged yesterday around 7pm.. my OB came in told me she will check my cervix if it’s closed she will let me leave and yes it was still closed.... the bleeding has been on and off since from spotting to somewhat mild bleeding but with no clots or really any cramps just felt like a period like you can only feel the blooding coming out but without the period pains...I had one lady come in an prayed for my babygirl and I 🙏🏾❣️.... I felt amazing... God is sooooo amazing and I thanked him my entire way home 🥺💕 even tho things are still looking the same I still have faith in my baby and I believe she will be fine no matter what the doctors tell me... yes I know I must prepare for the worst but I’m also prepared for the best... I’m 22 weeks I realized it’s every Wednesday instead and my nurse told me yesterday the baby would be helped by 23 weeks meaning a steroid shot for the baby lungs and if baby was to come next week she would be viable to get helped to breathe on her own etc 💕🙏🏾 but the goal is to keep her in as long as possible so I’m praying I can at least keep her inside me until I reach 30 weeks or more 🤞🏾❤️..... but as far as the bleeding it could just be a normal bleed my nurse said some woman bleed their entire pregnancy without complications to baby but also the bleed can be coming from my blood clot as well....my journey is still rocking but with God and prayers anything is possible but as today my bleeding kinda stopped it’s only when I wipe but I was told if I soak through a pad within a hour or begin having the worst cramps to where I cannot walk or blood clots come back ASAP so I’m praying everything goes smooth for the next 2 months 🙏🏾👶🏾🤞🏾.... I really just want to thank you mother’s out their even the ones whose not a mother just yet for your prayers and blessing ❣️💕💕 I’m not kidding when I say this it truly means the entire world to me and my little girl 🥺🥺😖 I’m thankful and my faith is still strong 💪🏾 this baby as I always say is my miracle 🥰 and I thank God for blessing me with her this pregnancy 🤰🏾 if anything changes I will update you but just so y’all know every Wednesday I make a week and once a week I have an appointment either with high risk doctor or my OB ( which is Tuesday coming) I will keep you beautiful souls posted 🙏🏾 thank y’all again

P.S I thought they were gonna induce me Sunday cause they didn’t let me eat the rest of the night so I was much very nervous but I’m glad to be home 😀