I finally passed my twin babies.

I was going the natural route but it just didn't happen. So today we did the ERPC. I was so scared and it was truly horrible! I don't understand why they would do it on local anaesthetic only. But I've done it now and I'm okay.

The pregnancy tissue, as they called it, is being send off to a lab to investigate what was wrong. Finally I can close this chapter after a long and tiresome 5 weeks. This was truly the worst pregnancy and worst miscarriage of mine.

I've been referred to a specialist and am not supposed to get pregnant until my appointment in mid may..so I will have to stop TTC once again for 2-3 cycles. But it's good on my body to have a bit of time to recover from this.