So we bd every day during my fertile week and guess who showed up this morning...that's right af. My hopes and dreams of being a mom slowly slip away as each month passes and we don't conceive. A miscarriage and chemical pregnancy exactly one year apart it was like taking 365 steps backwards. I'm trying to stay positive but its getting to me. Idk what to think anymore. Dr for first miscarriage wanted me to see a specialist but never sent me and after chemical pregnancy the new dr told me to quit smoking cigs. Obv I did that when pregnant but he says my blood dosent circulate enough to keep baby growing. I'm not making excuses for smoking but I know plenty of women who smoke packs a day while prego and still have healthy babies. Had pcos ten yrs ago but first pregnancy dr took me off saying he didn't see any cysts so its been over a yr with no meds for that. Idk sry for just rambling but my heart hurts today.