I was supposed to start my insurance in the month of December ( the sperm bank we are using needs a doctors release form to buy sperm and have it delivered to you) and I found out its pushed back a month, it may not seem like a big deal but I had my hopes up to start ttcing in the month of December,  I cried a bit but I dusted myself off and I will look forward to January, my wife and Bestfriend are doing great in keeping me from losing it, so everyone please send baby dust because I fear this journey is going to the death of me lol and I haven't started yet but in the mean time I am taking my prenatals and tracking my ovulation.