I had a miscarriage 2 years ago & now i am pregnant

I been t.c.c for 5 years within the 5 years I lost 2 babies. Yesterday I took a pregnancy test and it was positive so right after I took a digital test to confirm.

I want to be happy but I am soo scared for it to be false or to lose it. I don’t have any health insurance at the moment so I can’t make an appointment at the moment. I am planning to go to my local ultrasound clinic in about 3 weeks to get take the test and get the ultrasound to confirm the pregnancy but again it’s scary since when i was there 2 years ago I seen my little baby and then 2 weeks later the baby had no heart beat.

I don’t have friends to talk to about this and I am not ready to tell family because I don’t want to get them excited to be disappointed again. My husband is over the moon and wants to tell our kids but I don’t think it’s time to tell them until it’s confirmed.

Please send positive vibes/prayers.