4th and last baby

Jessica

I just found out my fourth baby is also a boy, so now I have 4 boys. I'm so upset and hurt knowing I'll never get a little girl. I've always wanted one and it breaks my heart knowing il never have that. I been crying since I found out. I had bad depression before I got pregnant and even the very beginning I went back and fourth on keeping this baby or not due to my depression and I went to my appt to have an abortion and left without taking the meds. Now I find out it's another boy and my depression I feel is gonna get bad again. I hope this will go away 💔