Went from 🤩 to 😢 real quick

So I was just now thinking about what to do with my stimulus money when I get it in the mail. My first thought was to use $400 of it and pay part of what I owe y parts and $150 to my MIL cause I also owe her money.

But then I got real excited and was like "I can go visit my parents!". We live 800 miles apart and I miss them like crazy. It has only been since September 2020, but it's so hard being away from home+my best friend+their dogs

Then I realized "oh, but my sister lives there still" and I absolutely cannot stand being around her for more than 4 days at a time. She's turning 26 in July and she is just so toxic. My trip would be completely ruined 4 days in. I turn 22 next month and it would be really nice to celebrate with them.. even if it was a belated birthday celebration.

I've just been super lonely and unhappy lately and wanting to see my parents and dogs and my best friend