Give up or keep trying

My tests have been neg.too. I hate that feeling when you think you possibly are due to false prego symptoms. you then start going back and forth in your mind of you should wait another day because it could possibly change from negative to positive. So you wait and all your hope and excitement goes right out the door. You start feeling depressed..wondering what you did wrong or what could you try different next month. Do you keep trying or should you give up and let things happen without stressing about what day you ovulate and when to have sex. Then. You get on facebook and see your friends or other people annoucing they are pregnant.you want to be excited for them but resentment start. Those friends didnt plan to get pregnant it just happened

Unlike us we have been planning and trying month after month to get pregnant. Doctors tell you not to stress but when your not getting pregnant you get even more stressed out.Like me i have been wanting another baby for 5 years.After my first..the doctors told me not to get pregnant for at least a few years because what happened to me during that labor could be 10 times worse.What could be ten times worse than your kidney and liver shutting down? Im greatful and blessed to have my son. I just wish god could give me one more chance to have another baby.