Wtf!! What would you do? And make it make sense

So I post on here before about the whole situation between me and my mom (it’s worse than toxic). Here is a new fun update. She apparently filed me as a dependent on her taxes in 2019 and again this year. I found this out because her papers got flagged by the IRS for her 2019 returns and I was talking about my pandemic relief and not receiving the second nor the third stimulus check. then she ever so wonderfully and loving started cursing at me and letting me know that she claimed me and my 22 year old sister as dependents (I am 28 btw and she hasn’t claim me since 2011) and received the stimulus for us and she doesn’t give a crap what we wanna say, we aren’t getting a penny from her cause we don’t pay for anything (my sister pays the cable bill, I pay the light all of this while we didn’t even have a job and we also by the groceries) and we need to leave her house. So I don’t understand her cable and light just happens to pay it self every month and groceries magically get put in the house, she wants us to move out but yet still she filing for us a dependent also because of her my sister as to pay the irs ever year. Like how am I your dependent when you don’t help me with shit. She doesn’t help with my education (she straight up told me she doesn’t want to), she hadn’t help me out finically in any way for how many years, the most I can say she gives me a place to sleep but she hardly doesn’t that cause I am never really here and it not for free I have to pay bills and clean up after her. The only person I can say 100% that I dependent on when I wasn’t working was my bf from 2019 until January this year. What’s irritating me about this isn’t the stimulus check (even though it would have help me move faster or fix my car) it’s what if she fucks up my finical aid for next semester?

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I DON’T CARE that she got the stimulus checks. the issue that I am having is that she got mad at me because she got the stimulus check and my even BIGGER issue is me PAYING for school which she straight up told me to my face she will never help me with. I Don’t LIVE WITH HER FOR FREE. Paying the bill is us paying our rent if we miss one payment she say to get the fuck out. I have been trying to get my bachelors degree SINCE 2013, she say why bother I should just go be a hotel housekeeper instead so I can pay rent (bills). I am not worried about the stimulus check what I am worried about is this going to affect my financial aid because I did not get to talk to my college about this I am finally going into my senior year I have one more year to go and I am fucking afraid that because she did her bullshit I will have to find some magical ways to fucking paid out of pocket for school AGAIN. She knows all of this I had to stop going to school in 2014 because if it, when back in 2016 and then had to stop again for a year because of it I was lucky enough to get into a car accident that help me payed for my first semester again and thanks to Covid I don’t have to pay for this year as well. Y’all are telling I am dependent up on her for what to get yelled at every day, to get told I am not good enough and she hopes I find a man that beats the shit out of me, I shouldnt been, I am useless and much more. You know how many times I believed her and thought about killing my self because everyone would be better off, but then I thought about my sister and decided I would rather take all the mental abuse then leave them in it.

I have worked so hard ON MY OWN JUST to get close to where I am now and to know that I might not be able to complete it because she got greedy is what’s killing me I DONT CARE ABOUT THE DAM CHECKS, she can keep all of them for all I care and I hope they help her too. I am more worried about finally being able to complete my degree. I have never once said I didn’t dependent on her for house (even though that’s like saying your landlord can file you as dependent cause you live in their house even though pay him/her rent doesn’t matter how much). Again I AM NOT WORRIED ABOUT THE CHECKS I AM WORRIED THAT WHAT SHE DID MISSED UP MY AID FOR SCHOOL because it already messed up my sisters her school is telling her she has to pay them more money. And my bf thing he was the one helping me pay her, even he got me a car to help me getting around so I can do odds jobs to save money to pay her well.