Overwhelmed

I went through all the freezer vegetables everything‘s freezer burn all my sons food I prepped last month is freezer burned I have no way to the store I feel like I’m failing at this baby led weaning thing it’s giving me anxiety its making me depressed. I feel like I’m not giving him enough variety of things somethings he still hasn’t even tried yet and he’s almost 9 months old. I feel like I’m failing it’s so fucking hard.