Set aside

So my hole life I’ve always been second to my parents and relationships. Even to this day it’s the same way and I’m used to it. I’ve been second to drug, alcohol, and relationships.

As a new mom I don’t get it. Like I make sure to make time for my self my relationship and friends but make sure my sons needs always comes first.

Like I just called my mom and she just shut me down when I really needed her. My dad does the same. My husband is doing better. But he suffers from stuff from being in the military so I don’t push anything to much. But sometimes I don’t have anyone to talk too :/.