I cried any ttc support is appreciated :(

Been ttc 3 months which I know isn’t long but I had all the symptoms of early pregnancy, nausea , migraines, tired / exhausted. We were so convinced me and my husband! my cervical muscus was watery / milky and this afternoon my flow came yet this morning I was fine I burst into tears because we were going to do our test and I’d rather the negative test than feeling that my body has just played a cruel game with me.

I had an operation nearly two years ago because my womb had fluid removed I was really ill from it 4 weeks out of work and doctors said I needed to start trying ASAP and so we have .... praying I get a + soon 💞