Today is 7dpt and I took another frer first thing in the morning. Looks pretty much the same as the one yesterday, line so faint it’s barely there. Then took a digital and bfn ☹️ I know digitalis are less sensitive, but when I was pregnant with my daughter I got a positive on a digital at 7dpt, and that was on a cheap generic Safeway test. My frer back then was also a bit darker than they are now. I know I’m technically not out until beta but I feel out. I feel kinda sad and deflated but I’m not heartbroken and I will be ok. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I know if it’s God’s plan then I will have another child when it’s the right time for me and my family. In the meantime I’m just going to try to stay positive and get some extra cuddles with my little one. In my heart I’m completely happy just having her, but I want to give her a sibling to bad. Today it kinda feels like I failed her, and I can’t shake that feeling, even though I know it’s not true.

Monday needs to hurry up so i can take the beta and then move on.

Top two are today, bottom is yesterday.