Should I be upset

I was laying in bed with my fiancé with my back turned to him. He started rubbing me & then eventually started having sex with me.. I couldn’t build up the courage to say I didnt want to so I just laid there. Once he was done he went to the washroom cleaned up came back to bed, hasn’t said anything and he’s just on his phone. When he walked away I curled up in a ball and tears started rolling down my face..

I don’t know how to feel