January 18, 2015 was the day that changed my life forever. At the time my boyfriend and I weren't really talking or seeing a whole lot of each other, basically I was lonely and there was a coworker of mine that had been trying to get my attention for while but I always ignored him and blew him off. I thought to myself I should at least give him a chance. So we started talking and it quickly led to a sexual relationship and to all of my coworkers clearly knew what was going on between us. For two months we kept on our relationship and me and my boyfriend started to closing connect again. January came along and I noticed I started to get nauseas eating pork and hamburger and it crossed my mind once or twice but I thought no I couldn't be pregnant the whole I tire two years I've been with my boyfriend we've had unprotected sex I never got pregnant so why would it happen now! Well I was totally WRONG!!! The week that my period was suppose to come I had back cramps, abdominal cramps, very tender breast all signs that I always got before my period came. But that weekend I decided to take a pregnancy test and it was positive. My boyfriend was in the living room and I knew right away it was my coworkers baby! I texted my coworker and told him I was pregnant and he replied back, " fuck what are we going to do!" I replied back I don't know I need to think. I walked out into the living room and showed my boyfriend he was speechless. Basically for a week I had my boyfriend thinking it was his baby. We made a doctors appointment and I found out that I was 4 weeks pregnant and would be due September 24th. Later that week  my coworker threatened me to get a abortion and that if I kept the baby he would take my baby and move to New York.  My friend at the time was pregnant too and I told her about me cheating and she told me to tell my boyfriend. So that night I did right away and my boyfriend freaked out I told him what my coworker said to me about taking the baby. All my boyfriend was worried about was my unborn baby having both parents and me and my coworker needed to work things out, and that I needed to tell my mom. The next morning I told my mom and she was really upset and told me I was wrong for cheating that I have a wonderful boyfriend that is sticking by my side but I needed to get a abortion! My heart literally dropped in my stomach. That was the last thing on my mind. A month passed by and I was 2 months pregnant I was stolling so much trying to make it further into my pregnancy I didn't want to abort my baby, I would raise it and take care of it I didn't care what family members would think of me! with my mom and coworker threatening me and jumping down my throat. I made two abortion appointments and cancelled both of them. The first one I got a ultrasound and I seen my baby for the first time and feel deeply in love the second ultrasound my baby was bigger which that ultrasound picture I got to keep. With my mom fed up cussing at me every chance she got I was weak and heart broken I felt like a totally different person. I made a abortion appointment February 17th, is the day I lost my baby! I regret that day so much! Everyday, every hour, minute,second I think about my baby what it would be to be pregnant feeling the baby move around, find out the sex, prepare things for the baby arrival! And now have a two month old baby with me right now. Till this day I don't look at my mom the same anymore my pregnancy didn't have to end that way. If I had the support I have now back then I wouldn't of gotten a abortion. Now me and my boyfriend are no longer together and I've moved on. I'm happy and in love and is trying to get pregnant. PLEASE NO RUDE COMMENTS