I’m imagining another line again.

Why do I do this to myself 😔 In my mind I truly believe I’m pregnant again and I think my brain is just signaling my eyes to see what I want to see. Since my mind believes I’m pregnant, my body is reacting as if I’m pregnant. Bad Cramping, fatigue, nausea, frequent urination, insomnia (super similar to my first pregnancy!)..the only tricky part is I’ve been having this jelly/sometimes watery brown discharge. Which brings me back to my miscarriage (January 31) because it was the same brown discharge. So am I pregnant again? Or was I pregnant and now I’m having a miscarriage? 😪 this test was April 15, will test again later and I have a doc’s appointment in 3 days..this is such an emotional roller coaster, it just brings me down.