Hook up Advice

Hi I need advice so I have been talking on and off with a guy met him on a dating app, and this past weekend I decided to meet him in person when my baby is with his father on his weekend with our son, so I go out on a date and omg 😍fine asf.! I ended up hooking up with him and he wanted me to sleep and cuddle with him but I wanted to leave sex with him was painful asf because he had a big 🍆 and he noticed right away I was in pain.

Im so embarrassed 😞 I have never hooked up with someone before im goin on 2 years divorced.

Advice please ladies 🥺

He messaged me good morning the next day but I think if he really would have liked me etc he would have asked to hang out the next day again too right?