30 weeks

Yall I'm 30 weeks today due June 30th but unfortunately my dr isnt planning on letting me continue to be pregnant after 38 weeks. I'm having difficulties right now with my babygirl. March 24th she weighed 1lb 9oz, April 19th she weighed 2lbs 8oz and I was informed her weight growth went from 5% to 3% shes always been a small girl but if her weight continues not going where it needs to be when I go to my constant ultrasounds the latest I'll be pregnant is 37 weeks and I will be induced. I'm so scared I've never been through anything like this I have a history of PTSD, major depression and mild anxiety and with the news we've received it's so hard not to cry everyday because I'm so afraid we will lose our little girl. Her practice breathing is amazing they monitor that every week now to make sure shes doing what she needs to around this time, the past 2 weeks shes been head down position, her heartrate is still in the mid 150s. I just dont know who to talk to and it's so difficult when I barely have any friends to talk to. So please can yall keep me and my babygirl in prayers?

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Taken at 29 weeks 5 days