Confused

I was reading a post about sexual assault and while reading it I guess it brought a memory back up that I blocked out and never thought about till now but when I was single and dumb I went to a guys house I had never met to hook up and stay the night to get away for a little while. The first two times we had sex that night were consensual but I wanted to go to sleep but he wouldn't let me. He kept trying to touch me and do things to me and by this point from having sex previously with him and not being very experienced because I had only had sex one time before him i was very sore and didn't want to have sex anymore because it hurt a lot. Well he tried to start having sex with me again and I told him it that I was sore and tired and didn't want to do it anymore and he said "its okay you'll be fine" and proceeded to do it anyways and that went on, on and off through the night and I didn't get any sleep because of it. I went to the bathroom a few times and was bleeding a little because he was tearing me and I suppressed that memory so much that I completely forgot until reading that I guess triggered me to remember. But idk if this really considers being sexually assaulted or not but I know its not something I wanted and it hurts me to think I let myself get in that position 😔