I was sexually molested at the age of 3or 4 by a neighbor after that my mom send me to stay with my dad right after that happened but he also sexually molested me and his girlfriend mistreated me very much she burned my arm , didn’t feed me and hit me until I was black and blue.

My dad always said if I told anybody I would never see my mom again, he used that against me knowing I wanted to be with my mom, I eventually went back to my country and my mom kept me but nobody ever went to jail for doing me wrong.

Now that I’m older I’m married with two kids a boy ,a girl and with a other babygirl on the way... I can’t help to feel much more protected over my girl she 2 and very smart she would tel me right away if something is wrong

But lately if any male family / friend come over and play with her I can’t help to feel uncomfortable and I would also call her or get her from the person.

I really want this feeling to stop... but I can’t help it