Another loss

Just went to the regular on/gyn after being released from the fertility doc after two amazing ultrasounds. Well. This visit wasn’t so amazing/great. The baby stopped growing around 9 weeks and had no heart beat. I am beyond devastated

My body wasn’t letting go so they finally scheduled my d&c just for me to find out I somehow got covid. I literally just go to work and home. My husband is vaccinated. People at work are reckless. When I get through this and when my husband and I are ready to try again. I won’t be going in the office, even if I lose my job. A costly mistake this time. I am so pissed right now.