Cesarean Moms

Hey Girls. I’ve got some questions. I had a csection with my first baby December 2019. My water broke In the middle of the night I was in no pain and barely got to 2cm baby was not in a rush but the hours were passing and baby had to come out!

So it took me 5 months to get over the fact that I had one.. I wanted natural so bad, my pregnancy had some stress and I felt going natural would give me my power back.. it wasn’t a bad experience my dr did the right thing before it became an emergency but.. it still bothers me that I had one because now I’ll have to keep getting them.. right?!! Sometimes i just cry to myself because I’ll only be able to have 3 children , that’s what they say a woman shouldn’t have any more than 3.. and I feel like.. what if my husband wants more? Or what if I want more and I can’t.. it makes me feel so bad then I worry about a 2nd csection something going wrong .. the doctors and nurses raved about how perfect mine was or how it could of went differently bc my sons heart rate was up and down...I barely bled they said .. it was “perfect” so they said.. but I’m just scared.. I want more children.. idk who to talk to about this.. my mom is so Narcissistic and miserable my first Mother’s Day she didn’t want to tell me because I didn’t give birth naturally.. ugh I won’t even get into that but anybody else go through something similar? Or feel how I felt or have had multiple csections?? I’m PRAYYINGGGG for twins so I can have more 🤣