I am 39 weeks pregnant and ran into really big family problems between my husband and sister. Now its escalated into something that’s out of control. My sister basically disowned me and my husband is trying to make me disown my family because of her. My mother is the only person I have. I don’t really wanna get into too much details because it’s literally a storybook. I’m just having so many bad thoughts and I hate it. I’m wishing that I die during childbirth so everybody can be rid of me. The only thing that takes that thought away from me is my firstborn son. The love we have for each other is the only thing that’s keeping me going. 😩