What do you ladies think?

I been TTC with my husband and last month we did it more then usual hoping this time it’ll actually work.. do you ladies think this will be my month? I’ll post my calendar to give you guys an idea.. I haven’t felt anything yet only felt bloated for 2 days after my ovulation and have experienced lower back pain. I know it’s to early to test and I’m scared to fail with a negative result it’s driving me crazy. Also I had a dream about 2 days ago that I got my period which was very depressing I hope it doesn’t come true.. what do you ladies think??