My experience coming out of a toxic relationship

I don't know if anyone will read this but i just want to let my feelings out for a bit.

On the 5th of may i stopped talking to my boyfriend of 2 years. For the past year he has been accusing me of lying, cheating and avoiding him. He never came to visit me but i always had to come visit him. He didn't like my family and never even talked to my friends once.

I was so happy that i finally got a bf that i was blind or ignoring the red flags while my bff didn't even know what to do with me anymore.

As time went by, i finally came to terms with what he was doing and i unknowingly started to distance myself from him. Never went to visit him anymore and didn't like talking to him. He tried to break up with me by blocking me but came back begging 20 minutes later. I took him back (very stupid i know) but promised myself that it would be the last time. I kept my promise. The next time we had a fight and he said that we shouldn't talk anymore, i did.

The first few days were hard and my bff really got me trough it. She hyped me up and i got some new clothes (for more confidence). Its been 11 days now and i still feel sad sometimes. I miss the good times we had but have to remember that it isn't worth the pain. I know i deserve more. I haven't felt so free in 2 years and i'm just happier. For everyone that may have read the whole thing and are in a similar situation, please take the last step and be free. You'll be a lot happier. I'm here to talk if you want 💕💕💕