Baby fever going crazy.

Hello everyone,

Im a mommy of 2, & a step mommy to 1.

My Fiance & i have been together for 7 years.

We aren't really ttc, but if it happens it's happens.

Although. I've been having baby fever really bad. There's days that i want to have another baby & days that i dont.

However, when ever my fiance cums in me my baby fever sky rockets & my mind & body get stuck on the idea of being pregnant.

Well, the past couple months, i thought i was a few times, only to take a pregnancy test & not be.

& now here i am again, 8 or 9 dpo, fiance came in me on the 5th, 3 days before ovulation, & now my hopes are up once again..

Can any one else relate to what im feeling?

I can't figure out why ive been feeling this way. Im 25 yrs old, is my clock ticking & i know it? Or am i just going insane?

On another note.. I really feel like i might be pregnant. My nipples have gotten darker this past week, ive been experiencing mild cramping, very tired, peeing more, & mood swings have been uncontrollable.

But at the same time i feel like im getting my hopes up. Took a test today but said negative. However i had the same problem when pregnant with my son. I knew i was pregnant before actually finding out & took multiple tests early & didnt get a positive until the day before i was supposed to get my AF. But this time would deff be different because i was on depo shot after i had my son (hes 5) up until June last year. & im scared that the depo might of had a long term affect on me being able to conceive since depo isnt recommended for long term bc.

Ughhhh. Im going insane. Guess i just needed to vent.

Feel free to comment if you can relate or in the same boat as me.

Kinda really want to be pregnant.