Feeling drained

I'm 5 days away from period and fort id take a test which obviously was negative. (Photo attached) I know it's early but I also know that I'm probely out again this month. It's been a hard couple months me and my boyfriend have had tests as its been 1 year 8 months since our chemical miscarriage turns out my tubes are fine ovulating well. My parter has good sperm but has minimal abnormal morphology which nurse said for him to take next 3 months and to retake sperm test in 3 months if it still shows low morphology then we will get referred for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>.. please share your experiences