Husband putting his hands on me

Me and my husband were joking around messing with each other you know to get on each other’s nerves we both put our chargers in the same outlet every time we go to bed at the time mine was connected and his wasn’t so I let him use it he likes to joke too much so I got mad and told him I needed my charger and plugged mine in he un plugs the charger and throws it on the floor take in hand I was going to look for his charger and give it to him so once he did that I didn’t tell him I found his charger and I wanted to plug my charger in but he would un plug it over and over again until he ripped 5 of my cables up and I lost my shit I got in his face telling him their was no need for him to rip them up and that I had his charger but by that point his charger was included in those ripped cables he kicked me so hard on the chest that I landed on the floor it suffocated me he always call me mean names every time we argue like fat ass Hoe ugly bitch and says he doesn’t love me that I’m worthless he says he’s miserable being with me and that he wants the divorce he once again kicks me a second time and my head hits the window how can someone you love be this way he victimized himself like always now I’m the bad guy when all I wanted to do is charge my phone lay down watch YouTube and go to sleep he actually scared me this time because he put his hand on my neck I was to think we’d put a better example then his parents and mine but no now I don’t know what’s going to happen i always am I going to beg him to stay like always?