No matter what I say or do, my boyfriend won't eat the kitty. I've tried everything; talking to him about it, showering, shaving, trying to be sexy for him. He tells me he's not going to do it unless I ask for it... That's not an option for me bcuz I'm already insecure about comments and "jokes" he's made, plus I explicitly told him having to ask would ruin it for me (the whole time I'm just gonna be thinking about how I had to beg and he doesn't really want to be doing it..) I'm so beyond sexually frustrated, it literally making me emotional I want to cry. He gives other women attention (supposedly only because he was drunk) calling them sexy when they send him nudes. I even told him if he doesn't eat pussy he could have just said that (when we were just talking thru text he used to say he was going to do all this hot stuff to me and say he wants to taste me blase blase". He almost did it last night before he started asking if it was clean and smelling it acting like it stinks (I know it doesn't and he said he was joking, but it still made me too uncomfortable to continue). I always give him head and let me get some 🐈, but I haven't been able to get off in forever....... Idk what to do. I don't want to break up with him cuz I love him and sex isn't everything... But it's really been bothering me bcuz I'm so sexually frustrated that I'm just in a terrible mood and pissed off all day. It makes me feel so insecure like I'm ugly or disgusting or he just doesn't care about pleasing me....today he told me to take a shower )because we had sex last night) I took a shower and shaved and still nothing... It's so humiliating like what is wrong with me why doesn't he want to please me too? I do and/or try all the things he asks... I just feel so worthless ugly and unwanted idk what to do 😔😔💔