Dear Micheal

I regret the day I said goodbye to you. I’m truly sorry for taking you for granted and lying to you... I thought I was doing the right thing by preventing us from getting into a relationship. But now, I see that we truly should have been together. I constantly find myself looking for you in other people, and that’s not right. The only reason I said we should stop talking is because I was afraid of you seeing me broken. Instead of me telling you the truth and everything that was going on, I lied and said I was going to live a fantastic dream lifestyle when I’m not. I didn’t want you to see how much of a wreck I became once my life went to hell. You were the first person to ever see my true side and love me for it instead of telling me I’m a horrible person. There are so many things I yearn to tell you but just can’t even find you. I have tried looking for you online everywhere but I can’t seem to find you. I miss you Micheal. I shouldn’t have pushed you away, and I shouldn’t have let my toxic friend influence how I acted around you. I was stupid then and I hope you forgive me. I love you Micheal and I wish I can go back in time to tell you every single day. However I know you need to find someone who is better than me in every way so i hope you find a girl who is everything you wished for. I love you so much and I miss you