Pregnancy x6

My ex husband and I tried 5 times to get pregnant. We have one living and had one stillborn with 3 MC.

Now my boyfriend and I just found out I’m pregnant. Part of me is happy, the other part is terrified because I don’t want to go through the same things I did with my ex. Although the time it takes me to get pregnant with my ex too almost a year- over a year. With my boyfriend it took 2 months. I have my first appointment in June but I’m so scared it’ll end in loss and that’s not something I can handle.

Any encouraging words?