Loyalty

"Baby I miss you, I wish you were here, I hate being without you, I can't wait to start our lives together again, I can't wait to make you my wife, I love you forever, you and only you"

And then I see this charged on our account. We're long distance; He's 2000 miles away. He's never bought anything sexual for me without me being with him in the 3 years we've been together, and the same time I see this, I see he also went to dinner with another woman and made a post about how much he enjoyed their date.

I feel like I've been punched in the stomach...