So torn.. 🌈🌈

mmc at 6 weeks ended in d&c April 5th, got pregnant directly after before cycle returned and ended in a chemical, less than a week from when I found out it was gone. if you were in a similar situation would you try again before cycle returned? I am coming up on ovulation tomorrow and were still on the fence about trying again this time around but I can't help but shake the "what if its my month" feeling.. like what if this is my rainbow month? how do I pass up the opportunity? anyone have two consecutive losses and end up having your rainbow directly following?