I'm giving up

Kirsten • I`m 25 years old I have 1 living child and 3 angel babies I lost my 1st at 6 months of pregnancy. my other 2 was lost at 2 weeks and the last at 6 weeksI have been with my fiance for going on 3 years!
I'm done, I give up.... No more opks no more testing. I just feel like its never gonna happen. AF due in 2 days I feel like she's gonna come. Good luck to the rest of you.