(Back story, we’ve been married for 5 years. Two kids. My sex drive is definitely lower than his. I’m not on birth control, never have used it so it isn’t in my system. I’m not depressed but I do have anxiety)

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I just don’t feel like having sex with him😩 a lot of the time, we start having sex when I really don’t want too but he wants too & I feel guilty. Once things get going, I mostly enjoy it but the idea of having sex is so meh to me. I don’t know why…I have experienced a lot of sexual abuse / trauma🙄 which I absolutely know isn’t helping anything. (I don’t want to go to therapy….) It also probably doesn’t help that I’m not super attracted to him anymore, not like a few years back. I don’t know what to do?! I feel like I’m falling out of love with him & this is a major sign of that.

I know this is kinda all over the place but I’m just at a loss😩