Did it ever happen for you??

I’m 24 and i’m sorry if this sound bratty or something. I already know, u don’t have to tell me. I just wanna know if anyone else can relate.

I’m 24 and i’ve never been on a plane, never been on a real vacation, nothing. In two weeks, i’m graduating nursing school. It is the biggest accomplishment of my life and i’m so proud of myself. I’m finding myself sitting here crying because I feel like I haven’t done anything fun in my life. i’m just gonna find some mediocre job and work my ass off and never have experienced anything. My younger brother is already working and making money, he’s been all around the world, all my friends have been all around the world, my boyfriend has, my parents.... I feel so like... I feel like things will never change for me. i’ll never be the person with enough money to do something fun. all my classmates are talking about the fun vacations they’re gonna go on to celebrate graduating and i can’t help but feel extremely envious. my brother is going with his girlfriend somewhere for their birthdays. like damn I feel so jealous. I feel like the loser and the black sheep of the family. I just wanna know has anyone felt like this when they were younger and did it change??