I'm not sure how much longer I can keep going.

April 2016 started TTC #1

July 2018 talked to primary doctor- referred to OB

Aug 2018 OB- referred to urologist

Aug 2018 urologist - didnt know why we can to him and sent us to OB

Called OB back- referred to specialist

Dec 2018 and Jan 2019 reproductive specialist - refused to do any tests and wanted <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> or keep trying for 2 more years.

July 2019 urologist - wanted to give my husband a vasectomy

Aug 2020- went to another urologist- finally did tests on my husband. He produces but cannot deliver (retrograde)

March 2021 different reproductive specialist- want to get my ready for ICSI.

April 2021- set up an appt with the urologist they work with(4th one we'll see) to get his sperm out and do tests on me. We are a 9 hour round trip from them. They are the closest to us.

June 2021 called urologist to see how to get husband ready- oh its just a consultation.... I asked why did I get told they'd do the procedure when I made the appt?

I'm so done going to doctors and fighting and arguing and just fed up. Im lucky enough to have insurance help pay but every bill i have to call because they won't cover anything until I call and explain everything.

I know in the end I still won't get pregnant because that is how my life goes.