Can I please have your thoughts?

Because I don’t live with my bf I am really worried that I might be blinded. When I’m not with him, he looks and acts perfectly fine! He treats me fine.

So he’s currently going through a lawsuit. He runs his own business and a customer wants to take him to court. It’s a long story to explain but I’m not really worried about that. My bf is getting a lawyer.

This has been going on for a month. Yesterday he told me he’s been “blacking out” for the past 2 weeks!

Maybe I’m just different and can handle stress better but I wouldn’t go through alcohol to deal with my issues. But who knows? I usually just can’t eat or sleep. I get angry quick but that’s about it.

I told him why would he do that and he says he’s just stressed out and it’s just a phase but that he’s not a regular drinker.

So we are supposed to hang out this weekend and he said he will take an Uber. I asked why? And he said that he crashed his car and it’s under repairs. I told him I would drive to him and we can use my car. I was curious to know how he crashed since he didn’t tell me anything. He said he just reversing and hit a car. But I’m here thinking “realistically if you’re reversing, you’re not going fast therefore there shouldn’t be much damage” he even sent me pictures but I don’t much damage

I want to trust his word. So he agreed that I’ll drive to him instead.

We are talking more on the phone and he tells me that a car behind him was honking at him so my bf got mad and he started to “burn tire” which then expels black exhaust smoke. My bf gets off and wants to start beating him up. Wth??? So I asked my bf why would he do that. And he said he was drunk as hell....

Like I said he acts so fine with me. When he tells me this idk if I should be concerned