Took a break from posting on here to regain my peace and sanity. I’m in much of a better mindset…

UPDATE:

I am officially single! Best decision ever! So I started looking into SMBC and I’m glad I’m not the only one doing this. I found a local and successful donor. I did my first AI this weekend. Haven’t thought about being pregnant to much since this my first month trying this method. Praying it sticks. I’m choosing to be a SMBC because my life is more important than wasting it on unwanted men. I’m 28 yrs old, will be 29 this fall so I’m ready to have a baby. Had a chemical pregnancy last August. Praying this my month. I’ve always wanted the “happily ever after” but the way life set up…I rather stay single (for now). I used soft cups and Pre-seed. Kept legs elevated for 30 min both days. Masturbated in between the 30 mins… kept soft cup in 12 hrs first day and 8 hrs second day. I’ve cut down on a lot of bad habits. Started eating healthier and pineapple. Tracked my OV with the CB digital and Pregmate OV test strips. Got my solid smiley face on CD 11 but on the Pregmate strips both lines were dark on CD 13 that night. So I’m pretty sure I BD in the right timing. I also started taking prenatal vitamins a little over a week ago. Today, I’ve been feeling more warm and fatigued I would say. Less of an appetite. Still crampy like with slight back cramps. Just been trying to take it easy. I’m in my TWW 🌈👼🏽🙏🏽✨

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