Wanting to feel more during sex

Every guy that I have been with, I can say the sex wasn’t the greatest. Although I haven’t had a lot of guys that I had sex with but the few that I have encountered with, wasn’t anything I really enjoyed a lot.

I am now married to my husband that I’ve been with for 2 years, we turn a year in a few months. I can say even now with my husband, I just want to feel more, in all honestly I never had a guy to really blow my mind or blow me away. I feel awkward telling this to my husband so I’m turning here for advice. I just feel I shouldn’t have to tell a man what to do to me during sex, I just want to feel real love and the time taken on me but idk how to tell my husband. Me telling him won’t make it feel as special as if he just did it on his own. We both watch porn, he watches more than I do and I sometimes think why doesn’t he try new things with me, we do the same 2-3 positions and it’s getting old. I hate telling someone how they should be because they only change when you say something