I’ve been ttc for two years since my miscarriage and yet each month that goes by it’s another negative test, during those two years my younger sister has had her second baby. My bestfriend got pregnant and had her baby, and now i started a new job a few months ago and my two co workers that have been here for 1-2 years and pregnant, I feel like God gets everyone around me pregnant and he just knows how to hurt me, I pray every night after ovulation, I do fertility yoga, I eat better, I take my prenatals, and yet I get nothing I hate it, I feel like giving up but I know I won’t because I want my 🌈 , I even feel like the first time I got pregnant was just a joke because I ended up miscarrying and just can’t seem to get pregnant again no matter if I track my bbt or take ovulation test or have sex in my fertile window I hate feeling like I’m not woman enough to give my fiancé the child he so desperately wants. He says we can adopt but I know he wants his own kid and it sucks feeling like I can’t give that to him 😔