A mess

I literally feel like I'm causing my anxiety. I'm constantly worried if I dont feel her. Like I felt her this morning a couple times when I ate and now shes being lazy or something. I was supposed to have an ultrasound today but the tech wasnt in so now its tomorrow and now I'm even more worried cause I'm like well should I of pushed something different and just constantly worried if shes okay. I'm 32 weeks and 3 days and I'm a absolute fucking mess. I just want her here so I know she's okay. I'm constantly worried. What do I do..