Mental Violence from hospital

is born !!! my baby was born and it's beautiful i'm in love with him! but I would like to tell you what happened to me. with my husband we decided to do IVF I had a wonderful pregnancy no kind of problem apart from acidity which has risen in the seventh month. let's start from the fact that it was supposed to be born in July / 18/2021. doing the ultrasounds I found the doctors who told me that the baby seemed 2 weeks older than what I said, so many doubts already. I performed IVF at the OVO clinic in Montreal. I tried to contact the doctor who followed me but it seems something so complicated! but if you had to pay they would call you a thousand times. I have no words ! in the seventh month of pregnancy my husband and I decided to have the baby in California and my choice was a natural water birth. everything was going well but on the 14th evening the waters broke so calling the clinic them unfortunately knowing that it was early they tell me that I can no longer have the baby in the water but I had to go to the hospital so to be managed in the best way with the appropriate tools help the child in case of complications. so we run to the hospital the doctors make sure I broke the water so we proceed to deliver the baby. no contractions until the day after 15 / June but I am helped with pills, on the third pill I start to have contractions I dilate by 3 centimeters at this point the pains increase and before doing the epidural I ask for something as a painkiller. the nurse in charge instead of giving me a painkiller narcotizes me to the point of hallucinating and my contraction pains were still there. at a certain point my baby's heart starts to go down so the same nurse always makes me sign a document where I consented to the use (the problem was that I was drugged. The head physician of the ward then makes me operate urgently by doing an epidural and a cesarium right away. now i say since i chose to give birth in water at cesario there is an abyss. my baby say he was born premature but i always remain with doubts, thank god my baby recovers he spends 7 days in the incubator and just yesterday they send him home. today I cry every day I thought the worst for him and I am very frustrated because I was not ready for this type of operation and in the days spent in the hospital they realized that they made a mess they came to me billions of times to apologize and they offered my husband a meal and a bed. they gave me a Caesarian birth not because I needed it but only because by doing so each intervention the hospital takes money. sadness to be treated like animals just for business. today I am crying daily and being frustrated. The hospital in question is the dignity health California hospital medical center right in downtown Los Angeles. I decided to talk about it because I would like to report this situation but I don't know who to turn to. I want to do it because I don't want to regret not doing it. We women suffer a lot of violence and I don't want to be silent. girls please help me